The prettiest hide a lot of pain or a smile can hide a lot of pain

So true

The Breaking

there is a breaking going on in me.
i have named it,
The Breaking.
this breaking is were i break
very slowly inside.
i wont let them
see me break.
i know i need to stay strong.
strong for them.
but The Breaking is just to
strong for me to handle.
i just need help to stop
The Breaking.

Trust

trust is really strong to feel,
how do you know when to use it?
its hard to find someone to trust
when you have never really trusted somone before.
trust is to strong to use.

A Dark Place

im so scared,
i dont know what to do
its so dark and scary
i scream yet
no one hears me.
im so alone and scared
so i start to cry
in a small corner
and hope someone finds me in
this dark place

The Hallow

deep in the woods
around the bend
lies the hallow of despair
at first glance it may look
dark, dank, and dreary
but if you look harder
you'll see something
something much scarier

Fear

why must fear be apart of us?
why must we be afraid?
to be prudent, to be wise.
fear keeps us alive.

School

school is boring
all i do is sit
they think im listening,
but im really not.
if they ask me a question,
all i do is guess.
why is school so boring?

The Look

you have a look for everything
from being sad or happy
you even  have a look  for
love and hate
but why do i get the
look of hate when you say
 " i love you"?

Your Lies

you have told me so many lies
from " i'll be back" to " i love you"
how will i know the truth?
will the truth ever come out
or do i have to guess over and over again?
please just tell the truth,
just once is all i ask.

Drugs

dont do them
they ruened my life,
and my family.
drugs will kill you or ruen you.
so you choose
life or death.

Why Dad?

 why weren't you there for my 1st cry,
why didn't you teach me to ride a bike,
why weren't you there for my 1st day of school
or why weren't you there
when i lost my 1st tooth?
why weren't you there in my life?
i just want to know why,
what did i do?
why dad, why?

To Late...For You

you left before i was even born,
before i had a name.
you left her pregnet with me.
do you even care?..
i didnt think so..
dont come to me
beggen for forgiveness
cause now you have hurt me,
you have hurt me more then once.
so now its,
to late for you.

Secret

i have a secret.
the secret i behold,
is much bigger then any other.
should i tell a friend,
or should i tell my family?
at times i think i should just
keep it the secret it is.
but sometimes i just wanna yell it out.
i think i will just wait,
and listen to my heart and see
where it wants my secret
to go.

The Girl In The Mirror

i look in the mirror and i see a girl,
who is staring back at me?
i dont know who she is,
because shes not the girl i want to be.

she puts a smile on,
while inside she is falling apart.
she says " i'm okay", as pain fills her heart.
she pretends not to care,
as everyone slowly walks away.

she hides behind her mask
and pretends to me okay.
she is scared to open up,
and call someone her best friend.
they all turn out the same,
never really care in the end.

she is scared to let people close,
it always ends up as heartache.
she decides to trust someone,
but it always ends up as a big mistake.

she feels like a stranger in her own home,
like she doesnt even belong.
she tries the best she can
but it always seems to be wrong.


she freezes up at the word "love",
people throw it around to much.
her muscles constract,
as she is afraid to be touched.

she has ideas for the future,
hopes and dreams of her own.
but she doesnt hold her breath,
because disappointment is all she has ever known.

she asks "why am i never good enough?",
"why am i always 2nd choice?"
people tell shes got to stand up for what she wants,
she got find her own voice.

i know who  i wanna be,
its all so clearer.
but the fact of life is,
im only the girl in the mirror.

The Montain To Climb

There is always a montain
To climb up you may have to
Fight battle after battle and
You may not always win
Those battles but dont
Give up just shake off
Your lost and stand
Back up and keep on climbing
All those montains then
One day you can stop
And enjoy the view
At the top
Of the montains
You have been climbing.

Rain

Drip Drop
Splish Splash
Coming from misty clouds above
Landing on the ground to make puddles
Drip Drop on my head
Splish Splash on the wet ground
I feel one, no two drops
Then I realize thats the last of it
The next step is sunshine
And then a big rainbow

"I'm possible"

So true!!! (:

Imspire people is my job ♡♥

Its true. I write these poems to inspire people. To help them through life. (:

Regret

There will be a day you regret
All there lies you'v told
All the promises broken
Yet I am the one to behold
These feelings of guilt and anger
I simply want them to go away
You've caused a great deal of pain
Cant you see the trouble you've made?

Family(:

Family is not just blood,
There not just who you live with,
Family are the people
You love and care for.
Thats what a family is.

Sea Of Darkness, Sea Of Light.

sea of darkness

sea of light

will my dreams

come true tonight?

will your tides

bring me the unknown

or once again

leave me standing alone?

sea of truth

sea of lies

take off your mask

and leave your disguise.

sea of darkness

sea of light

dont leave me

in the dark tonight.

Tick Tock

 

Tick
Tock

Tick

Tock

It amazes me,

That all clocks,

Tick together,

Tock together.

For me,

Right now,

Time passes slow,

Like molasses.

For another,

At the same time,

Time,

Flies by,

Like a roller coaster.

Yet all clocks,

In the world,

Tick together.

Tock together.

To My Best Friend(:

You see right through my pretenses
You look right through my mask.
You know just when i need a hug,
I never need to ask.

You show up when im lonely.
You stay when im depressed.
All of my rude comments,
You shrug away in jest.

You see all my dark.
You see all my light.
Your always by my side,
Even when im not right.

You cheer me up when im sad.
You catch me when i fall.
How did you become to earn my trust,
When i trust no one else at all?